Mount Rinjani!

i decided i am going to climb mountains within 5mins.

fast enough? no?

i book my air tickets in like 2mins.

and i decided to rephrase the sentence. it's not just a mountain, it's Mount Rinjani, a Live Volcano.

Cocky me brush it off just as a mountain but frankly i got a feeling when i am back. you would see me cursing and swearing, telling you it's definitely not a mountain but Mount Rinjani, Live Volcano.

one thing i been praying about after E started his nonsense about volcano erupting is that LV Rinjani wouldn't choose to display nature prowess when i am there and bud, i have no intention of collecting Lava Rocks for you there.

If you want those rock, lifeless shits, please don't sacrifice me for your own personal collector series, send someone of no bigger importance out the field. i only have 1 life, ain't no cat with 9 life to be lava rocking for you there. you still need me alive, trust me else u be a lonely soul.

A Typical ask around the table who would like to go mountain climbing would render answers like this.

B: "Jiak ba liao."
Y: "maybe, maybe"
D: "i want to sleep."
C: "hahahaha siao ah?"
AC: "ask them lor, ask them lor."
J: "siao ah, you think i damn free?"
W: *cooking vegetarian food everyday*
WS: "Sorry, i never sweat. NO SWEAT."
T: *lanjiao wei is the only thing that will be spouted*

that's why i never ask my group of brothers, who seems to harbor vampires in their heart and the no sweat and no time policy.

but thankfully, i met this huge groups of friends that bring new life, new adventures into my world.

life is always fair in its own way...

A Swallow That Sings.

you fondle my heart, touch it with a technique that excite it. sounds dirty?

it's not.

it's just that words right now wouldn't be able express the feeling i have right now.

the best birthday present ever unwrap for me. it was yours, no doubt. speechless, unable to express the gratitude and appreciation i have for it.

even so, there is like nothing i can do for you, nothing i can help in making you happier than ever.

i try really hard to find words, that will allow you to know how touched am i right now, but the nicest words, the most beautiful words will just lack the feeling i am trying to convey.

life is just like a dream, isn't it?

After Dawn.

they say after dawn, it's always rain.

rain brings out the rainbow after, or it gradually rub out the picture of dawn.

we just need to be braver and have a little more courage for after rain, rainbows will appear. if you miss it, the rainbow will just bypass and you will never know what you miss.

it has been sometimes since i last sat down and see dawn without the rain.

is it rainbow i be seeing or all i ever see will be rain?