Life Is So Full Of Unexpected Events.

dumb is a word i normally mumble under my breath nowadays, and if there is a score for it, people who block me while i am rushing to work usually get a perfect 10 for it. they would just stand at the right side of the escalator and act as if they are not blocking the path! for fuck sake, wake up because you're fucking my route to punctuality.

i can perfectly understand if your just taking a stroll with your bf/gf down orchard road but fuck it. its 8.30am in the morning and i am trying not to get into my boss's bad book for the day and every single morning without fail, there bound to be dumb shit that attempts to thwart my plans.

its pissing me off that i have to just keep my mouth shut with the escalator moving up at a speed slower than my legs can carry me.

its stressful enough already when i have to put up with work, studies. lessons and sometimes from my queen herself and one may wonder why do i put up with her nonsense on a daily basis. frankly, i am in a dilemma myself, lets just say life is a vicious cycle and i always find myself at the razor edge.

every conversation with my ex -wife will always start with -

me "fuck you, where have you been, do u know i been trying to contact you?"
ex-wife (putting on her very best telemarketer voice) "for what purpose, may i ask?"

and every conversation will always end with a goodbye softer than whispering, followup by the classic silent hang up.

today is a eventful day, with words like "fuck up" to top it off.

my queen was brandishing her knife at me from the moment i fail her into going for a trip. even flowers top off with a beautiful wrapping and money well spent isn't going to appease her anger that easily. if ever there was a prize award ceremony for holding the longest anger, she will jolly well get it with recognition to her name for hall of fame in 10 yrs to come.

it was frustrating to work when you have a queen brandishing her knife at you at every corner of a turn.

and so...

I did what i did best. 1/2 day leave. hop on the roller coaster ride to see my kid. perfect De-stress environment, let's just skip some of the details of the visit but it all ended well with my little princess slapping my face laughing at her very own dad dumbness.

its pathetic when human being starts bad mouthing someone off behind because i would rather a punch in the face than a stab in the back, gee thanks!


life is so full of unexpected events....